I had a "gnarly" mediation, as lawyers would say. A minor inconvenience was when I had ordered a soup and sandwich and they only brought the sandwich. I was starving and so worried the sandwich wasn't going to be enough. I had wanted to order five things off the menu but refrained. Then the ice storm came. It was hilarious ice skating across the street and through the parking lot to get to my car. Then it was even more hilarious to see me scraping the windows of the car with a pen and CD case. The boy's after school care closed early, so I was trying to get there in time. Finally made it. My hair was frozen, I was tired of trying to ice skate, and I hate driving in ice.
School is already closed for tomorrow, so it will be an exciting day. I find myself more and more physically worn out, so it is hard to keep up with everyone. The skin on my sides feels like it is going to rip. It itches, but I am trying to resist scratching and instead put lotion on them.
I am 18 weeks, and I started to worry today after I looked at the budget and wondered how we are going to afford another $800 in daycare. I know we will make it work somehow. My biggest worry right now is about staying off bed rest. I just cannot do bed rest with 3 kids. I know I'll figure out how to do whatever I have to do to get this baby here safely.
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